I've been drawing, but I think it's best to say that I tried to just enjoy May as slowly as I could. It wasn't a terrible month but it wasn't a successful month. I'm not any better when it comes to fixing my lifestyle habits but at least I feel like I've made some steps to making my lifestyle more manageable. I still get caught up vegging and glued to videos and just chatting with strangers. I've been working on my health, and this was a less active month sadly. I do want to be more committed to loosing weight, as I say every month, but if I'm not attached to a computer maybe that can be achieved.
As the summer ramps up again it makes me sad. Most people have Winter fears, but the heat we get in CA is just frightening and gives me a lot of PTSD. I worry about the health of my pets and plants, the heat that will inevitably scorch us and then at any point fires will ravage our lands. I typically slow down during the summer, but I'm also slowing down in general. Creating more finished pieces then quick and lazy sketches.
JUNE tho, I will be busy with IRL stuff. I have a temp job that'll last about two weeks (hopefully no more then that) and that'll keep me away from really drawing or talking to people. I'll be giving away items, such as free plushes and things... I suggest watching my personal twitter or be in my discord to know when those things will happen. Some things are like "they're too shitty for ebay but you just pay shipping and it's yours" deals.
I have art that I'm slowly working on but I wasn't able to commit to giving Substar anything of value that wasn't a paid commission and I'm sorry about that. You do have the option to not opt into a monthly payment and I would probably suggest you do that. This is why I keep the monthly fee to 5$ I can't promise people I'll be able to draw much of anything consistently but I'm always thankful they want to support me in small ways. Take care of yourself 1st and foremost and I'm grateful that you stopped by.
What I offer is a discord link to people, and I'm not going to post it publicly here. Please send me a note or a PM letting me know if you're interested in joining my group. I get really happy to share my sketches and dumb ideas to people. Discord just seems like the safest place to share art with people and I don't have to worry about upsetting people who might not be into the weird shit I draw. Also I need to know if my verification thing i set up works properly, so ya know... ask if you want to join my black arts club.
Anyway. Thanks again for reading. Take care of yourself too please.