I've made a few statements around on other galleries so I'll say it here, knowing that this place tends to be right leaning and centrist (which I'm usually centrist), but if anyone shows an iota of support for Trump or the GOP, then I'm blocking you out of my existence. We're at a stage I don't think I can tolerate a lot of these people anymore, and most people are going to be "isn't that harsh?" We're in this problem now because we let these people have a place to feel comfortable... I'm not dealing with it at all anymore.

So I am a bit behind on my cocktober pics, and it's going to be like I need to get a pic done a day in order to keep my quota. Honestly I sort of lost count and not sure WHAT counts to some people. I'm counting visible cocks.

And you may be like, I havn't seen all these cocks you're talking about. A few of them are Subscribe Star exclusives and won't be shown publicly. Pics like the Devil and Turbo Rad have cocks on Subscribe Star.

https://subscribestar.adult/anniemae04 << Please check it out!

Not sure what theme will be next month and I've been trying to avoid themes. I do suspect that I'll have December be Undertale and Deltarune again. Seems like that's been my go to just because it's fun to draw all of them again for the winter seasons. I'll do some characters I haven't drawn yet for sure. I'll have to commit to moving all the Undertale pics from Patreon over to a Zip folder to sell on Gumroad instead.

Next month will be a slow down in the 1st week only because I have commissions I HAVE to finish up during that time, and I'm gravely worried about the election results. Part of that anxiety of being stuck in the same shitty situation we've had for TOO long and no since of justice being given to the criminals who keep trying to kill us... If you follow my twitter I get pretty political too but YA KNOW... just keeping my guard high for being let down again. I'm not going to stomach Drump supporters anymore even if you're "nice", it's been like living in a domestic abuse situation at this point.

ANYWAY! Keep sticking around here and thanks for being patient with me. I do what I can when I can, and I'm getting pretty busy. It's stressful but nice none the less.

Yeha this is going to be a Two Week forced hiatus. Art will be slow and done when ever it's not over 100 degrees and humid. Mind you this usually happens in August but there won't be a sign of relief until the end of the month...if we're lucky.

But I had to share something over on Subscribe Star>> https://subscribestar.adult/anniemae04

There will be WIP sketches over there of the porn I DID have planned for it if the heat wave didn't hit the way it did. I have no promise what will pop up next but I'm gonna keep trying. Thanks for being patient.

I know it's kinda rude to use new art posts to promote my Gumroad, so here are some links to the New Gumroad Stickers.

https://gumroad.com/l/WallSticker

https://gumroad.com/l/PomaShine

https://gumroad.com/l/BaphSticker

https://gumroad.com/l/BartSticker

It really does help to get a comment that sort of proves my complaints about this place being anti gay or Dick Phobic

https://www.newgrounds.com/art/view/annie-mae/the-devil-s-dick Wonderful little comment and 0 star rating.

Oh not mad at this, it's actually funny. Just think of people like this next time I complain that my gay art gets intentionally low rated around here.

(that pic isn't even the best and I should draw a better devil porn, so I will.)

And for the record there are pics I've submitted that HAVE gotten low rated and I'm like good, glad people aren't into the kinks as much as I expect them to be. But rule of thumb: titties get the 5 stars... No titties gets no stars.

One more edit: i do LOVE that this is not as low rated as I expected it to be> https://www.newgrounds.com/art/view/annie-mae/olaf-and-anna-candy-fun-patreon

UPDATE: I think this is an actual child and I don't know the rules about accounts like that being allowed here. Is there a way to report minors who don't have their adult filters on?

update: well wrote a PM to the big Tom, not sure what happens next, but kid sort of made a mistake replying to my account... someone who cares about their well being. Don't hang out in adult areas.

Hey, everyone...how's it going?

I must ask these things to see if people here have been cool with what I've given you all.

I only ask two things... Subscribe Star needs MORE love>> https://subscribestar.adult/anniemae04

If I can get like 5 constant subscribers than auto pay is activated.

AND Gumroad is a site that sell things on>> https://gumroad.com/dontpokesmot

I want to send those items to you. They might be a bit expensive but I want to support the USPS and also send you something cool to use how ever you like.

And here's the thing, you don't have to even do any of that. I just want to share it with you guys. Money is tight for everyone now and people are worried about shipping items. So ya know, I'm just glad your following and read this journal. Stay healthy and happy and ask me anything...

ANYTHING.

Hey... how's it going... It's actually been too long since an update and I'm pretty sure the next time I write it'll me be ranting about something as usual but I appreciate that I need to just come in when things are going neutral for the time being and give some updates.

If you guys got anything you want to lay down too I'm all to hear about it really. I won't be able to help or be the best resource of good feelings but if you're just interested in chatting that's ok too. No pressure either but at least you read this far so that's cool.

Subscribe Star is where I moved my monthly subscription service to, and even though Patreon is what's popular, I'm leading the way away from it because it's Patreon and mainstream stuff always gets censored 1st. If people are having experiences with other platforms like Pixiv's monthly service I'd like to hear about that too but I'm also not someone who wants to have multiple revenues from different sources. Like I'd post exclusive images to ONE place and try and keep it at ONE location.

Also seems like FA might be trying to have it's own monthly service going. Some people seem to be doing well with the sparklies that they tried to set up here. If people have more information about that I'd like to know about it too. Like how well is that going for some artists?

The monthly themes won't be happening like they did last time for sure but if there is something people who like to see most of when they subscribe to a monthly service I'd like to hear about it too. I sort of still keep it as a HEY here's an exclusive pic because I put some effort into it and it's got some variations of the pic for like a Tip Jar deal. Those pics for more then 5$ seems like a bit much.

As for me... eh guess cause this stupid country is insanely bi-polar I just have to stay in my own little room for the rest of the year like planned but then it's also going to force me to find a job I don't want because "economy can't die" and stupid shit. I'll be getting a bike soon, so that'll be my mode of transportation and I'm looking forward to that. But still the virus is alive and I sure as hell don't like the LITERAL Marxists and Communists that want to start riots because they can... also fuck the stupid racists, fascists, nazi, confederate, trumpers too. Just want to be in the centrist neutral zone where you have no strong feelings one way or another about issues because it halts progress and constant fighting is terrible for the environment. Just stay at home like me and never leave the house... the world was actually a better place when people stayed inside. Live like your cats and dogs, they don't give a shit and sniff butt... Good times.

Commissions are always open too, and maybe what I can do is that people who are subscribers can get like 5$ off the commission price for being a subscriber.

Hey newgrounds, thanks for downvoting my art FASTER then you did the last one. I mean if you want to make this place not look so homophobic then curb your impulse voting.

I mean really you shouldn't be allowed to leave a vote on a pic without commenting on it. I know the quality of my art isn't worth 5 stars but for most of my nude male art to have 3 stars or lower if no votes at all, it's pretty telling why it was voted so low. The only reason the last pic didn't get as low of score as this one was because you got to see boobs.

"OMG this artist can't take negative feedback"

What feedback? Is the downvoting just a way of the basic newgrounds user saying "Fags leave!" ?? Essentially gay male art isn't allowed here without the snide grown from the no homo crowd. There isn't a notification of WHO votes on my art. I have to click on my art to find out how many favs it has. There's almost no need to have a following or a community if people aren't encouraged to leave feedback.

I mean if I'm being followed by trolls so you guys can fap over my little rants then cool. Here's another one. At least on tumblr anon hate was fun sometimes.

SO if you didn't see it already, doing some shameless self promotion the last few days. Getting ready to come back into an arting realm of my life (so long as I don't get caught up with something horrible).

I have my commissions open please just send me a note if you're interested in getting one.

And the previous Patreon exclusive pics of my SU drawings of the gems are now more conveniently more available in a zip file to purchase from Gumroad. This will be something I'll be doing for the other collections I made and if you are currently subscribed in either my Subscribe Star account or my Patreon account, you can DL these packages for Free. (the Patreon will be going away sometime around May - June).

I do wish everyone else good luck in this horrible season we're experiencing and I don't want anyone to feel like they owe me something or give up something they need for themselves. I'm still filled with much doom and gloom about the fragile nature of the future but I gotta keep going and working like there is a future for me. Thanks for reading and I hope you're safe. Take care.

So I'm still pretty crippled about virus stuff I'm just not able to focus on drawing or anything in particular. If that bothers you I don't know what to say. Best I can do is that I sit and do my best to ignore the news but it's really hard. I'm more or less terrified of either getting this virus or having to deal with a loss in the family from it... OR the medical bills that'll come.

Also thinking about if the virus gets to our TERRIBLE leadership, I'm still not sure if the poetic justice will be worth the chaos.

Please if you have a means of making me less insane and more relaxed I'll take it. In the mean while I don't have it in me to force out art for money... I still need the money obviously but I can't commit to anything out of fear...

Just thanks for reading but after the last two journals it feels like people aren't reading these... Which if you're just as terrified I'm sorry too. This is awful and I guess it's like feeling the force... thousands of voices screaming and suddenly silenced. It's just unnerving. Don't read my journals if my own anxiety triggers yours... though you read this far down I'm sorry if it did do such things.